Poems by Katarina Majerhold9/17/2019 Love - what is it?
We all want it, wish for it, wonder about it. We are ready to travel over the world to find it, sail over seas to see it, go to the meadows to smell it, to the clouds to touch it. But sometimes you go to the seaside, to dip yourself into the ocean like a tear drop, relaxed from the search of everything and then suddenly - you meet - her. - - - - - - - - - - - - There were no words to describe how lucky I felt to meet such a wonderful girl and my heart was racing and pounding at that thought and then do not know why I remembered a sentence from a wonderful poem Shake the Dust „do not let a moment go by that doesn't remind you that your heart beats 900 times a day and that there are enough gallons of blood to make you an ocean“. How wonderful was to dive in one's ocean to came out in another. - - - - - - - - - - - - - If I had just one wish What is it in your touch, what magic, poetry or dance? Your way of expression yourself, the most sincere, direct, continues flow of energy, of how you are without interruptions, evaluations, judgments and most loving, affectionate and honest attitude towards the others. What is it in your touch - most warm and powerful presence of yourself? I would like to see you dance, see me, us dancing together, see what magic our bodies would do to one another – I wonder, if bodies could speak in language what they would tell of us. And your voice soft spoken in combination with a big smile is a small wonder in itself worth experiencing it and living for even if you spread it among all. And it does not matter if we are in different times or spaces there are infinite possiblities of being together for me working with words is moving closer every second and making impact even if it is like a shooting-star you are not even aware of in the night sky. But now it is perhaps time to say farewell although I would gladly stay a little longer, keep feeling your touch and try something new like tasting your lips, and your soft like swan white skin and see your moving hips see joy in your wonderful blue eyes and hear beautiful sounds out of pleasure directed by my DJ tongue. Wish this beautiful girl with a magical touch, soft voice and a big smile, be my lover. Forgiveness Now I understand you much better then before - I always did to some degree - but I feel I need to fully forgive you in order to love fully, freely and trustfully again. Only by trying to understand your point of view (even if you did not ever bother to find out mine) I know and understand that our love story needed to end because it was not good any more to any of us I understand it is awful to be loved if that love is conditioned and how awful is that someone does not accept you the way you are but 'I love you only if'. So I forgive you but will keep away from you -------- I sometimes wonder why this person was so special to me why I could not not forget her for a long time even though I tried even though there were other attractive women coming my way. But then all of a sudden I realized there was no need to analyze I know what I felt in my heart was love.
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